attempting to trick myself into believing it’s summer!

i am currently sitting indoors with the heating on full, wearing a vest top sunglasses and a straw trilby.

safe to say it isn’t working :(

damn you fog! it was beautiful yesterday ¬__¬

the urge to just blow all of my money on a ticket for t in the park is soooo strong! :(

This ain’t a party
Get off the dance floor
You want the get down
Here comes the gang war
You’re doin’ alright
I got the answer
‘Cause all the good times,
They give you cancer

What is this pain I have in my knee? Oww!
Also
My chemical romance tomorrow! I am so excited to revert back to childhood! :)
Helen and I are clearly going to be the oldest ones there, but I love it! We can get all drunk and be all like yeah, can’t do that can you, you young… whippersnappers?

I am still in bed, not even thinking about the fact that I have to get up soon and pack a bag for the travelodge! I am so tired! But exciteeeed for tonight and hoping lisa comes out :)

1.lyrics from your favourite song:

I need to wash myself again to hide all the dirt and pain
‘cause I’d be scared that there’s nothing underneath
And who are my real friends?
Have they all got the bends?
Am I really sinking this low?

My baby’s got the bends - Oh no
We don’t have any real friends - No no no
Just lying in a bar with my drip feed on
talking to my girlfriend waiting for something to happen
I wish it was the sixties
I wish we could be happy
I wish, I wish, I wish that something would happen.

2.the funniest lyrics you ever heard

Just wanna say, Phil Daoust
I know it must be really hard to be a journal-oust
While a deadline’s always looming, and the pressure to be entertaining
So maybe you should quit and get a job that you’d be better at
Like killing yourself, you fucking cunt

Ding dang, ding dang dong
This is my Phil Daoust song
Everybody sing along
Tra-la-la-la-la-la-la
I hope something you love catches on fire
Phil, ding dang dong
I’ve written you this special song
To show how far I’ve come along
In my efforts to be more mature in the face of negative feedback

You fucking poo-face

3.the saddest lyrics you know. i don’t know if they are THE SADDEST but never fail to make me sob:

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you’re sure you’ve had enough of this life, well hang on
Don’t let yourself go, ‘cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes

4.the cutest/sweetest lyrics you ever heard:

And when I couldn’t sleep at night
Scared things wouldn’t turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you’ll be
Can’t go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don’t you worry,hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

5.lyrics that remind you of a boyfiend/girlfriend/crush:

 U.G.L.Y.
You ain’t got no alibi you ugly
Eh! Hey! You ugly

(i dont mean to be mean, but ahahahahaha)

6.lyrics that remind you of your best memory:

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

7.the deepest most meaningful lyrics you ever heard (again, not the most..but i cba to think):

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring you down
Don’t you bring me down today…

8.random lyrics:

Please could you stop the noise, I’m trying to get some rest
From all the unborn chicken voices in my head

9.lyrics froma song you cant stand:

You got me begging you for mercy
why won’t you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why won’t you release me
I said release me



10.the meanest lyrics you ever heard.

Your rise and fall
Back up against the wall
What goes around is coming back and haunting you
It’s time to quit
Cause you ain’t worth the shit
Under my shoes or the piss on the ground
No one loves you and you know it
Don’t pretend that you enjoy it or you don’t care
Cause now I wouldn’t lie or tell you all the things you want to hear.
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
I heard your sick
Sucked on that cancer stick
A throbbing tumor and a radiation high
Shit out of luck
And now your time is up
It brings me pleasure just to know your going to die
Dickhead,
Fuckface,
cock smoking,
mother fucking,
asshole,
dirty twat,
waste of semen, I hope you die HEY
Red eye, code blue
I’d like to strangle you
And watch your eyes bulge right out of your skull
When you go down
Head first into the ground
I’ll stand above you just to piss on your grave

11.the dirtiest lyrics you ever heard (again not the dirtiest, but i listned to it on the bus tonight):

i fancy the hip rock ‘n roll scene-ster.
i wanna be fucked and then rolled over, ‘cause i’m an independant woman of the twentyfirst century;
no time for nits, i want sex and abortuary.
i read glamour, and the guardian.
i like flowers, and i’m hardian.
i take cocaine.
i don’t give a fuck about her, i want your name.
i can get fucked like the best of men; like the best of men, like the worst of pain, inflicted on another young girl again;
impressed by another guitar hero; he’s a top score and you’re a zero - you’re outta your league,
there ain’t no rubber on the tracks; it’s gravel
you fall hard, cut quick and it’s an std; a cut knee
you’re a side of stage grasp, a laugh, an after-show party in a bath.
fucked and expected to be fucked, a gasp from an uninformed intruder,
the crowd go wild and things get ruder,
they’re already out of hand and there’s no one here to take your hand;
it’s a cold shower and a scramble for a dirty pair ‘o knickers,
don’t get yours mixed up with hers.

now get outta bed, get out, get out, get, get outta bed
get up, get down and get undressed ‘cause that’s what you do best;
strip, strip, strip and shag, fuck get fucked and drag and be impressed by the better sex
take a piece of raw vegetable, and hold it to your breast and say that you stood for nothing.
you were just a whole that lacked passion,
another undignified product of society,
that girl shoulda been a mansion.

12.lyrics that make you wanna get up and dance:

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Ironside Brightside

13.the strangest lyrics you ever heard:

do you ever feel like a plastic bag?

14.lyrics that describe your life right now:

we are family, i got all my sistaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas with me :)

15.your favourite lyrics of all time:

Another turning point;
a fork stuck in the road.

Time grabs you by the wrist;
directs you where to go.

So make the best of this test
and don’t ask why.

It’s not a question
but a lesson learned in time.

It’s something unpredictable
but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

OR

When you were here before
Couldn’t look you in the eye
You’re just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You’re so fucking special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don’t belong here

I don’t care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I’m not around
You’re so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I’m a creep
I’m a weirdo
What the hell I’m doing here?
I don’t belong here

i literally cant stop spending!

yesterday i bought this necklace and it came today! along with this eye shadow…

cuz i watched a lauren luke video for tay mom eyes ;)

then i went up the street today and, for once, got everything i was looking for! i bought some new plain silver stud earings for the hole next to my conch piercing. i also got two yes TWO new skirts from new look. this one…

which i will be wearing when i go out with helen and nicola on valentines day. and this one…

which i purchased because it goes with my new cardi and my new necklace.

all in all a pretty productive day :)

im not even slightly ashamed.

today i purchased these two items bacause i saw the necklace in topshop the other day but as i was with my mother i didnt have time to buy it

and i got the eye shadow because secretly deep down im a massive goffo ;)